I think the best place to start is from the beginning.When i was born my mother said that i looked like a small china doll, She adored my and loved me dearly but that soon all changed, When i was 3 my Mum chucked my Dad out i was able to see him but unfortunately when i was 7 he stopped paying the child's fee so he wasn't aloud to see me anymore. A few years after that 3 to be precise my older sister (Jenna) left too. I didn't know why until i was 14 my cousin/Step-Dad raped her *Pause* but i tried to carry on my life as normal...If normal was smoking, Getting Drunk, Taking Drugs and being anorectic then i guess i was pretty normal!
And you think that's bad then you don't know the half of it! I don't work hard at school just like every one else! I bunk off, graffiti the walls, destroy all the equipment, i made them go bankrupted they had to close down the school because of me!The police tried to send me to jail for and i quote "Damaging government property!"so i ran away kissed goodbye to all my hopes and dreams and made them disappear with the snap of my fingers, Gone! They managed to find me of course after 5 months on the run they caught me! I had to go to court and everything; to be honest with you it wasn't that bad,sure i was nervous but i didn't go to prison, they just put in a care home and made me do 7 days of community service.
Being in a care home wasn't all that bad! I mean apart from having no privacy, being picked on by kids with their families it was soo unfair just because i had problems before, just because my family wasn't there for me, just because*Pause*Just because i was near to death doesn't mean that they can take the pis.
When i turned 16 i became an emo and still was carrying on with my eating disorder they called the doctors i had to go to rehab but i won't go into that any further!i could go on about how terrible my life is but if i tell you everything then i wouldn't be a story now would it?!? So i will finish now and will keep writting about my life no matter how painful it is to do so!
If you want to ask me any questions then contact me at: LolitasLifeStory@hotmail.co.uk
